Why did I seem to wait
& stand although the wind was cold and
ice was everywhere
but still I stood & did not dare
to move
I did it for you i guess
I was waiting for you alone to pick me up
& finally redeem the unspoken promise
I suspected
in the end it turned to be not only unspoken
but also unfelt
uncared
unsuspected
So now that my tears slowly turn to ice
I turn around
and walk away